Heaving Politrix
Sagittarius today's horoscope
"It seems you are ill-adjusted to what's going on in the world around you now -- but what if it's not you, it's "them"? The stars suggest you are saner than you feel."First, I've had to switch up my audio influx the past couple of days.
Now playing..
Mo Betta Blues SNTRK
Miles Davis - In A Silent Way (LOVING ON THIS ONE)
JAZZAMATAZZZ FO DAT AZZZ.
(If anyone has any album selection recommendations of the sort...holla)
Quite soothing just like the unseasonable 80 degree weather.
But on to the heaving...
The impending oil crisis, problems in stock markets, the tyranny of GWB, weather patterns, Iran, planting fuggin seeds for food, shit plain old doomsday senarios and how socially speaking we are working our way towards such that have all been been hot topic in my household as of recent. Funny, again when I was talking thing if this nature with as much fervor, as I see my mother talk, I was coin'd a bit coo-coo. But whats scarry is that it all seems a little to sureal for my comfort. Then I'm dragged back to my favorite movie to analyze and apply...THE MATRIX. I had forgot the core of why folks ended up in the matrix...to be batteries cause there was no energy.
So my mother has been really getting into it all. Busting out sources & shit. And for all the truth I read, I have this underlying feeling to just want the juicy steak and to get plugged back in. I observe folks from a distance, with no concern that it is very possible that we are being decieved that the price of gas is not a result of price fixing, a war or supply demand from other countries like China outta the lips of OPEC nations. That it very well may be an indication that we are indeed running out of this finite energy source. Does it not concern people that Iran took all its money out of the US recently? Imagine what would happen if Saudi Arabia did the same. Read about the impending crisis HERE. Yeah this one skerr'd the shit outta me. Then I read this other thing my mother sent me. Now read about out impending crisis from the perspective of someone writing from the future HERE Gawd! Though I'm into preparation, I can thoroughly understand the motion of the masses burrying their head in the sand. I wanna do that to. All I wanna do is make my art, enjoy my friends and family, get my fill of the creature comforts of life, etc. I don't wanna consider the what if's of whats going on, not just from a national perspective but a global one. I worry about the next hurricane season. I worry about gas costing 5-10$'s a gallon. I worry about a depression (of which my economics teacher warned would happen 8 years ago and actually made us study the catylist as well as the depression in turn). I worry that just considering the route were taking will just make a person feel str8 crazy. Cause normally speaking, the masses don't care and love to be plugged up eating their juicy steaks, live in a day to day false sense of security and what not.
Let me tell you I live in the rurals, cows down the skreet type shit. I've explored with my parents the components of making our land self sufficient. YO...farming is a lotta fuggin hard labor. That shit aint exciting me. I just wanna go to a dope museum or gallery and check out an exhibit amongst other urban thangs to do. Shit inside I'm still a city grrrrl and nothing is gonna really change that. I will continue to yearn the spoils of Babylon, though inside I feel guilty for such sentiments.
I guess what I'm saying is that I'm torn. I'm torn between what in my heart I feel is inevitable and what my minds wants to do. I wanna be ignorant, cuz they tell me ignorance is bliss. I wish there was an on/off button for that. But, I know once you swallow the green pill there really isn't any turning back. I hate that shit sometimes. The truth, be a muthafucka more often than not. I've always delighted myself in the know that the right way to choose at a crossroad is usually the hardest. That epiphany aint so delightful no mo'.Well with all that said, my political rant turned into some kinda heaving, cause thinking about this shit makes me sick at this point. But, I wonder what we all will do to adjust let alone survive if things get really bad in the world. I wonder.
ohfugginwell.
