Imjusayintho
Well I was suppose to blog about the execution Toukie Williams days ago. When it all boiled down to it, I don't have much to say. Reflecting on it, all I could think about was mans inhumanity to man all across the board. From Toukie starting his "crips" (though I do believe in redemption...more on that later) to his execution to even the state of shit these days. Man just be dawgin man out. Seems to be the status quo more often than not. I just didn't feel like spending precious mental energy on thinking about Toukie and writing about him. I spent that morning watching the play by plays of his execution on the news...by the time I got to it the AYY DEE DEE kicked in and I was over it without a philosophical thought to rant about. I do wonder what karma he bore on his shoulders by the time he started working on that redeeming quality I still believe we all have. Then again maybe I'm just being opinionated. Gawsh I use to be a lot more political, but ain't really feelin politrix lately.
I haven't been one for blogging lately. Lots going on in the dome but nothing I've felt like posting about. I think that this appears to be common place after trying to play catch up with a few homies blogs. I think
Lisa (<---click that) said it best...
"I'm simply feeling miserly with my thoughts."
Another thing I'm finding as rampant as capitolism is the movement of some folks I know to revamp their tolerance for people that don't know how to act. I myself have taken quiet joy at speaking my truth, and generally disconnecting. Why? Because few people have the desire to redeem some of the yuck qualities of their person. Redemption is within us all but many turn a blind eye until it seems it either too late or something "bad" happens to them. Bahh and Boooo. Some folks are just too self absorbed to even recognize that they need to redeem their inconsiderateness. Who has time for that? Frankly, I've been in general mode to just not wanna hear or say ish period. With a few exceptions. When your decide to change and grow sometimes the shoes get small. You might keep them cuz you have a fondness for what they look like. But they loose their functionality. I wanna move towards (r)evolution. I wanna deal with likeminded folks. Not people that inspire you to take backwards steps! As my girl reminds me
"A ship that sails backwards, never sees the sunrise"
I'm still determining which steps are forward movement and which are str8 backwards! And in the midst where I can...I try to redeem myself...In my own eyes!
On to more light hearted things.
Notes From BubblefugAnother reason why I don't blog is cause my environment hasn't been inspiring me that much. I use experience much glee to type bout my surroundings and people around me, with whom I interact with. Unless I blog about my crazy ass family there isn't much inspiration. Yeah my blog done a Mary Kate and got all anorexic on yall. Starved!
So last week I went and got a local Sunday paper to torture myself with on my quest for a gig. Adjacent to the news of Richard Pryor (R.I P.) in big bold letters is "Deer Population Booms." WTF is that? How bout upon my search for a gig I find that there is a city somewhere round here called "Chehaw." More like HEEHAW. Here's something else I found on a local site "Quail Hunting Capital of the World." Say word I'm living large!!!
Why do my folks keep trying to hook me up with a bruh named "BUCK."
Oh hells naw!
2stepsfwd.
