Monday, September 26, 2005
Right Ma Mind
OK so after spending days boo hoo'in I decided that I gotta pull it together. Yeah my physcial reality aint a pretty one. I will never carry another child (not to say in some other fashion I wont have kids). Shit if I get particularly motherly I'll just have to go get an orphan from the sudan or sumfin. Anywho, I have to make the lovely decision of what treatment of 2 options to take. Lets see, do I sizzle up my ovaries with sick-as-a-dog-chemo and radiation over a month time frame to be greeted by early menopause. OR, do I let'em gut me and cut out my wombaness and get taken outta commission for 2-5 months and sidetrack the menopause in the process. Lawdy, lawdy decisions decisions. *We're allowed to chuckle here* But the good news is Ima live. *smile* And shit I might loose some of the weight I've been trying to shed for over a year in the process. 2 tears in a bucket, but damn I didn't think the big 3-Oh was gonna get this crunk.
So, yesterday and today I've done what I can to lift my spirits. First I wanna BIG UP AND THANK all my homies for listening to me moan and groan, makin' me laugh, and offerin' some support. Having Mr.Battle (<---click that)call to check up on me while he's busy drinking on the job was a funny as all hell highlight. Dat nuka got jokes! What state I'd be in without y'all, I don't even wanna speculate. And to the folks that just caught the knot in their throat and couldn't reach back...I understand...it's all good. Godspeed.
Well I've laid it out on the line. I'll write about it (i think) but this ain't bout to become the fuckin cancer blog...aaight.
But back to what I was saying...yesterday I spent a good 4 hours in the studio taping 2 radio shows...that was supafresh. Today I revamped one of the links on my site. For those of yall that dont frequent this spot click the eye...
I think I definately need to update my links page next. I feel pretty productive, and working on that positivity. As Afeni told me at one point or another "baby steps!"
Oh and on some other stuff...the gov't be killing me. After years of wanings of the severity of the coming hurricanes, global warming and our dependance on oil, the state of Georgia feels the needs to take our children out of school for 2 days to conserve gas? WTF is that????????? So what if we dont have oil our children will not go to school? Oh mersay, mersay meeeeeeeeeeee!
inhale.
OK so after spending days boo hoo'in I decided that I gotta pull it together. Yeah my physcial reality aint a pretty one. I will never carry another child (not to say in some other fashion I wont have kids). Shit if I get particularly motherly I'll just have to go get an orphan from the sudan or sumfin. Anywho, I have to make the lovely decision of what treatment of 2 options to take. Lets see, do I sizzle up my ovaries with sick-as-a-dog-chemo and radiation over a month time frame to be greeted by early menopause. OR, do I let'em gut me and cut out my wombaness and get taken outta commission for 2-5 months and sidetrack the menopause in the process. Lawdy, lawdy decisions decisions. *We're allowed to chuckle here* But the good news is Ima live. *smile* And shit I might loose some of the weight I've been trying to shed for over a year in the process. 2 tears in a bucket, but damn I didn't think the big 3-Oh was gonna get this crunk.
So, yesterday and today I've done what I can to lift my spirits. First I wanna BIG UP AND THANK all my homies for listening to me moan and groan, makin' me laugh, and offerin' some support. Having Mr.Battle (<---click that)call to check up on me while he's busy drinking on the job was a funny as all hell highlight. Dat nuka got jokes! What state I'd be in without y'all, I don't even wanna speculate. And to the folks that just caught the knot in their throat and couldn't reach back...I understand...it's all good. Godspeed.
Well I've laid it out on the line. I'll write about it (i think) but this ain't bout to become the fuckin cancer blog...aaight.
But back to what I was saying...yesterday I spent a good 4 hours in the studio taping 2 radio shows...that was supafresh. Today I revamped one of the links on my site. For those of yall that dont frequent this spot click the eye...
I think I definately need to update my links page next. I feel pretty productive, and working on that positivity. As Afeni told me at one point or another "baby steps!"
Oh and on some other stuff...the gov't be killing me. After years of wanings of the severity of the coming hurricanes, global warming and our dependance on oil, the state of Georgia feels the needs to take our children out of school for 2 days to conserve gas? WTF is that????????? So what if we dont have oil our children will not go to school? Oh mersay, mersay meeeeeeeeeeee!
inhale.
