Stresssss'd

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Your fellow Sagittarius Ludwig van Beethoven created sublime music under trying conditions. He was often in poor health, struggled financially, never found love, suffered from depression, and became deaf, yet somehow became one of the greatest composers in history. As you finish up this arduous phase of your own cycle, he's your official role model. Let him inspire you to produce small miracles even in the face of puzzling difficulties. If necessary, resort to what Beethoven often did to stimulate his creativity: Pour a bucket of ice water over your head. It might also help to know that Goethe described our hero as "completely untamed." Do you think that quality had something to do with his high level of attainment? So I sit and wonder if in order for me to leave something beautiful for the world after my demise (and lawd willing while I still breathe) will I have to suffer. Is it the sufferage that inspires my creativity. Will I have to sacrifice life, love and all the extrodinary things were blessed with, in order to leave my mark. Seems to be the trade off these days. But I should know already that shit aint never perfect...my momma keeps reminding me, it's not the destionation but the process of getting there.
Err. needavacation.