Thursday, February 10, 2005
Fait Accompli
The Audio Bliss according to the Utterfly
*standard rotation
**clickable
Amerie - I Just Died
Jill Scott & Common - I Am Music
Eric Roberson - Change For Me
Gaelle - Give It Back
Kimiko & Paris - Transcend*
Mos Def - The Boogieman Song
Little Brother - Shake It
Raphael Saadiq - Live Without You
Buju Banton - Hills & Valleys*
Sizzla - Black Woman & Child*
Stevie Wonder - Big Brother*
Sade - Every Word
Van Hunt - Highlights
Snoop & Pharrell - Lets Get Blown
Amerie - One Thing**
OOoo yeah back on the saddle. Lawd knows how much of a happy camper I am to have my baby (puter) crankin. I think she was a little depressed not having her full capacity utilized. But we on it. It's gonna take a minute for me to get up with all my fellow bloggers of whom I haven't had the time nor space to keep my attention updated and visa versa. OH JOY! But the recession and space from my virtual community and reality was no doubt necessary. And Lawd know that the most high will put you in the space your suppose to be regardless of your cooperation. Bah.
How eventful a day it was. Family (not immediate nevertheless important) walls began the process of being chipped away for the light to peer through. Got my music fix satisfied for the most part. I could actually afford to do some of the essential thangs I gotta. Funds are pressing but possible. School is rolling well though Im driving up a mountain on overdrive to get over this first quarter. Math still sucks donkey dong. And other things are evolving and growing inside and out. I should very well know and expect the hills and Valleys. But what is left is some better time management and punctuality. But *ish I aint perfect. I am thoroughly and in many ways satisfied with life. Even if Just for today. An odd type of it is like you get after a slamming home cooked meal. I want not but to breathe today.
Open Encrypted Posting
to the Most Beautiful Boogieman
So today started in AM twilight transitions of my evening-shade tendencies. Nightime is majic. It's when I have the space and peace to work. It's where I reach out beyond the cave I hibernate in to touch those that touch me (however positive or negative). So in the process of doing some messenger organizations I noticed a light on as I'm in night vision mode. A luminous intensity that has been off or extremely dim for some time. I have expressed my hurt, frustrations and anger here often in regards to the nightlight in question that I saw on last night (oh I love metaphors). Anywhoo, even within my apprehension of seeing the light I decided to turn my nightlight on so to speak, real dim though I'm famous for my use of fog lights. I'm grateful for the verbal footwork like movement lead on a ballroom hardwood floor. I gained some innersight and to be honest felt no aggression of which seems to me, at times indicative of this dance thats nightlight lit. The nights ample ability to be some kind of pixie dust cultivated trickery in itself is always a point of awe. Any other time of day would not afford such fertile ground. Manageable space. So though I could get into my lessons acquired from shutting the eff up and listening for a change as well as other enlightenments, joys and such and such (which once processed I will most likely slap up here since Im playing post catch up - then again maybe not), I'm not even trolloping that cobblestone path. I got this to say, within my sanctuary, that I wouldn't normally express under any other different circumstances right bout now. I DO remember, though it's a very uncomfortable space more often than not, and I don't like that. A tone impossible to forget. I appreciate your supremely arrogant ability and inclination to subject yourself to my processes over some years now (however bittersweet the process), shit I believe the intention is mutual, however irritating, frustrating and chaotic it can get at times. I apologize for what I have expressed at times (in varrying forms & points) that was hurtful, reflective of insensitivity and familiar intensity as I knowingly indulged in my feelings in lieu of yours. You also are missed and shine in such a way that it blinds and leave one scrambling to feel what is around them. I was wrong to attempt to deny your truth. But Im not admitting nothing in these encrypted words (but I am in my truest form a paradoxical paradigm). What do Sagittarians do...deny deny deny..."and so it goes." So right here in my prefered space and time, blaouw, there ya go. My pubic atonement (however encrypted) for a "private" matter that I will do my best to respect by not mentioning here no mas. Ending what I started. Finis.
Aaight then
thats more than enough for now.
prostrationstotheday.
The Audio Bliss according to the Utterfly
*standard rotation
**clickable
Amerie - I Just Died
Jill Scott & Common - I Am Music
Eric Roberson - Change For Me
Gaelle - Give It Back
Kimiko & Paris - Transcend*
Mos Def - The Boogieman Song
Little Brother - Shake It
Raphael Saadiq - Live Without You
Buju Banton - Hills & Valleys*
Sizzla - Black Woman & Child*
Stevie Wonder - Big Brother*
Sade - Every Word
Van Hunt - Highlights
Snoop & Pharrell - Lets Get Blown
Amerie - One Thing**
OOoo yeah back on the saddle. Lawd knows how much of a happy camper I am to have my baby (puter) crankin. I think she was a little depressed not having her full capacity utilized. But we on it. It's gonna take a minute for me to get up with all my fellow bloggers of whom I haven't had the time nor space to keep my attention updated and visa versa. OH JOY! But the recession and space from my virtual community and reality was no doubt necessary. And Lawd know that the most high will put you in the space your suppose to be regardless of your cooperation. Bah.
How eventful a day it was. Family (not immediate nevertheless important) walls began the process of being chipped away for the light to peer through. Got my music fix satisfied for the most part. I could actually afford to do some of the essential thangs I gotta. Funds are pressing but possible. School is rolling well though Im driving up a mountain on overdrive to get over this first quarter. Math still sucks donkey dong. And other things are evolving and growing inside and out. I should very well know and expect the hills and Valleys. But what is left is some better time management and punctuality. But *ish I aint perfect. I am thoroughly and in many ways satisfied with life. Even if Just for today. An odd type of it is like you get after a slamming home cooked meal. I want not but to breathe today.
Open Encrypted Posting
to the Most Beautiful Boogieman
So today started in AM twilight transitions of my evening-shade tendencies. Nightime is majic. It's when I have the space and peace to work. It's where I reach out beyond the cave I hibernate in to touch those that touch me (however positive or negative). So in the process of doing some messenger organizations I noticed a light on as I'm in night vision mode. A luminous intensity that has been off or extremely dim for some time. I have expressed my hurt, frustrations and anger here often in regards to the nightlight in question that I saw on last night (oh I love metaphors). Anywhoo, even within my apprehension of seeing the light I decided to turn my nightlight on so to speak, real dim though I'm famous for my use of fog lights. I'm grateful for the verbal footwork like movement lead on a ballroom hardwood floor. I gained some innersight and to be honest felt no aggression of which seems to me, at times indicative of this dance thats nightlight lit. The nights ample ability to be some kind of pixie dust cultivated trickery in itself is always a point of awe. Any other time of day would not afford such fertile ground. Manageable space. So though I could get into my lessons acquired from shutting the eff up and listening for a change as well as other enlightenments, joys and such and such (which once processed I will most likely slap up here since Im playing post catch up - then again maybe not), I'm not even trolloping that cobblestone path. I got this to say, within my sanctuary, that I wouldn't normally express under any other different circumstances right bout now. I DO remember, though it's a very uncomfortable space more often than not, and I don't like that. A tone impossible to forget. I appreciate your supremely arrogant ability and inclination to subject yourself to my processes over some years now (however bittersweet the process), shit I believe the intention is mutual, however irritating, frustrating and chaotic it can get at times. I apologize for what I have expressed at times (in varrying forms & points) that was hurtful, reflective of insensitivity and familiar intensity as I knowingly indulged in my feelings in lieu of yours. You also are missed and shine in such a way that it blinds and leave one scrambling to feel what is around them. I was wrong to attempt to deny your truth. But Im not admitting nothing in these encrypted words (but I am in my truest form a paradoxical paradigm). What do Sagittarians do...deny deny deny..."and so it goes." So right here in my prefered space and time, blaouw, there ya go. My pubic atonement (however encrypted) for a "private" matter that I will do my best to respect by not mentioning here no mas. Ending what I started. Finis.
Aaight then
thats more than enough for now.
prostrationstotheday.
