BIG THREE OH!

Lived are the years of 20sumfin
denials, delusions, distraction and confusion.
I guess now I should/can miraculously
take life a little more seriously.

No birthday bash, just bashing the past.
Pulverizing stone minutes, days and years
into molding clay.
No plans made except
solitude, sushi and saki.
Nothing to move or pack
except dreams deferred.
No one with time to live in the day
except my cocre8r and my seed.
The ones that have truly nurtured me anyway
even within my dismay and duress
within the stress
of them 20sumfins.

Gone is the stirred sediment
of murky waters I spent time in 2's wading in.
Now it's nothing but a triathlon.
Running, pedaling and swimming
towards a future remembered.
It's now wise to actualize.

The tortoise always wins.

Like wine gatdamnit,
instant vintage.


goshawtyitsmybirthday. ¶ >1:31 PM .::.