Nuts&Honey
Is still left
tho I will hide
and suppress
convinced/convicted
but the test of patience
keeps drawing me back
to that moment
we laid
just gazing
amazement
(th)at mental
turned physical
enhanced
the need
to affirm
a conglomerate
of vibes, distance, words,
tones and acclimation
physical iterations
then
it was severed
by intention and intensity
overwhelming us & flooding me
gilding missions
that have been created apart
in the darkness
of one another's synapses
minus heart
but leading us back back
forth&forth
short
to a place of unfulfilled
wanton and curiosity
paused fruition
rather (than) affirmation
of currents
that B like electric H2o
momentarily becoming snow, melting
into the fresh water
ice covered north/south flowing deep salty under-toe current
river
but borne in mountains
draining into ancestral oceans
vaporizing into aloof clouds
which at times become
sun-showers of unfulfilled rainbows
and questions
we haven't dared ask
why
couldn't we become the (Au) 4k
in the road
cause/but
i kept kissing toads
that never morph
or sewed pieces
like a quilt
so
both passing to the left
harmoniously eluding the right
path
tainted by complete openness
and aversions
to bartering the future
unrecorded progeny
who could explain to us love
before our true comprehension
subconscious conception
reason being our very fear
as we elude the potency
of boiling H2o
transcending our story
to condensing into almost communion
creating atmospheres
of individual understanding
but lacking revolution
to be confined nor confirmed by reciprocity
of we
u see?
ambiguously/distantly.