Friday, September 17, 2004
Nostalgia
I miss my baby brother. He's in NY predisposed. I got another brother and 2 sisters I did not grow up with. Which reminds me I need to call the older of the 2. I'm the oldest, joy. My younger but older of my 2 brothers can be a crab, but in his age he has lightened up a lil, where not that close. But my baby brother is my homie. Another reason why I just want to go back north. All thats familiar to me is there. My friends and family, NYC (of which I still maintain a love/hate relationship with). I've gotten over my visions of living on an island in the tropics. I've traded them for yankee love. I doubt I'll be moving to Canada anytime soon, but believe you me I haven't logged off on that just yet. I think that getting back to seasons and being in a close proximity of my fam, friends and familiar turf will just have to do. I will let go of the beach for mountains and hiking, that nature ish I miss. The swamp ain't it, though it's been an experience leaving home turf. But know that I still hate my government. Its just a different affinity for the soil itself.
The sun came out toaday. I think I'll try to sop worrying and let God handle ish for a change.
missinyoubro.
I miss my baby brother. He's in NY predisposed. I got another brother and 2 sisters I did not grow up with. Which reminds me I need to call the older of the 2. I'm the oldest, joy. My younger but older of my 2 brothers can be a crab, but in his age he has lightened up a lil, where not that close. But my baby brother is my homie. Another reason why I just want to go back north. All thats familiar to me is there. My friends and family, NYC (of which I still maintain a love/hate relationship with). I've gotten over my visions of living on an island in the tropics. I've traded them for yankee love. I doubt I'll be moving to Canada anytime soon, but believe you me I haven't logged off on that just yet. I think that getting back to seasons and being in a close proximity of my fam, friends and familiar turf will just have to do. I will let go of the beach for mountains and hiking, that nature ish I miss. The swamp ain't it, though it's been an experience leaving home turf. But know that I still hate my government. Its just a different affinity for the soil itself.
The sun came out toaday. I think I'll try to sop worrying and let God handle ish for a change.
missinyoubro.
